The Ancients.
Happy 100th post at stopturnwalk!haha can't believe it has been 100 posts already.
anyway I wanna post about change and how much I hate change.
I hate change because:
1) it results in mixed emotions, like you don't know whether to feel happy sad excited scared nervous or what.
2) it affects me and the people around me.
3) it kicks me out of my comfort zone, into combat zone
4) it means rising up to new challenges and facing more problems
5) it is a pain in the eye
6) it is a pain in the nose
7) it is a pain in the mouth
8) it is a pain in head
9) it is a pain in the chest
10) it is a pain in the ass
note: reasons 5-10 are just to take up spaceI don't mind change because:
1) it helps me handle my emotions
2) it strengthens our relationships and helps us grow
3) it teaches me to adapt to the combat zone and make it comfortable (and then the whole cycle continues again)
4) it helps me to face challenges with an open heart and seek to learn from them.
5) painkillers can kill the pain
6) painkillers can kill the pain
7) painkillers can kill the pain
8) painkillers can kill the pain
9) painkillers can kill the pain
10) painkillers can kill the pain
note: reasons 5-10 are just to take up spacewell change is for the better, and as much as I hate it, it ain't that bad, ain't it?
(
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.) - Jeremiah 29:11
well I guess yesterday really taught me how to be more holy spirit-led as I talked to one sheep + analysed some stuff for another sheep.
it is a time of preparation for her, and also for me.
for me to grow in godly courage, if you know what I mean.
let's grow together (:
remember the sermon yesterday: we don't need the approval of everyone, cos there'll be someone who doesn't approve. we live for the audience of One(:
(sam shared testimony ytd :D)
and okay on a lighter/heavier note, I have become a grand-shepherd O.o
feel so erm old.
(this makes leow a great-grandshepherd)
lol.
and erm I got another sheep too.
I don't know how to feel.
well I feel excited for the shepherd of my grand-sheep cos it'll be a time of growth for her(:
and for me and sam too lol.
then I also feel scared cos like, who knows what's gonna happen?
feel nervous about meeting my new sheep.
feel happy cos God is still trusting me to handle new people, even after my countless times of screwing up. unintentionally.
mixed emotions, look at reason (1).
on an even lighter note, welcome to y-hope, natasha!
hope you had fun yesterday(:
and cherv, ching, laura, mish, sha, welcome to the dmm!
more challenges along the way!
:D
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in no particular order-
sheep 1: glad that you are picking yourself up. waiting for breakthroughs! :D it's a time of preparation. stand firm in your faith kay don't let it waver, you're gonna be stronger once you overcome it(: no one is too useless to serve!
sheep 2: jiayous! go sheep you can do it. Me and sam are behind you, and God's behind you too(: and you know what, I understand what you're gonna go through cos I'm going through it too lol. share to you more soon!
sheep 3: I'm waiting for your reply dear(: be super honest kay, just wanna know how you feel about it(:
sheep 4: see you on monday! :D
why do I get sheeps who are taller than me? lol.anyways, love yall and thanks for being in my life.
yall may not know it, but yall actually help me grow too(:
more challenges, more heart wreckings, more telepathy-ing, more communications blah blah blah.
but when we get out of them, we'll be stronger x10000000!
after mugging chem bio physics maths1 maths2
chinese LA geog,
now it's time to mug sheeps.
LOL.
my meaning of mug = attempting to understand mah.
picture post for my day at sentosa (class outing + cg) coming up in the next post.
(10:32 AM)
