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today's mug date with laura and nicholette was rather productive.
stuck to my 29/9 study plan of bio c2-6((:
*applauds*
lol.
and I took yanglaoshi's exam tips advice and booked the discussion room so as to face a whiteboard/wall.
hope I can get bonus (boner) marks.
LOL.

ate like a pig today cos I studied like a pig.

anyway the back of the class has become more lively.
due to alot of factors.
1. I get attacked by 2 chio girls in front of me e.g wenting and shuqi and have to fear for my life.
2. I get to hear super funny gossips from surrounding convos. e.g xiaowen and clara.
3. I get to puke after hearing ppl zilian-ing ._. e.g mark and kimberly.

however, the most important contributing factor is: the agreement of everyone that kimberly likes CSL.
a very well-known guy in school.
((:

physics teacher: (referring to physics assignment) what is a couple?
sitong: a boy and a girl!
physics teacher: haha not funny.
(people around kimberly look at her and say CSL)

class life is getting more entertaining :D

(8:49 PM)

got back physics.
I didn't get 10.
I got 12.
lol.
anyways had jap oral just now too.
at 230!
I was like one of the first few can.
but at least I could get it over and done with :D
bet some people are still having oral now HAHA :D
oops so mean :X

anyway today a certain person insulted me ):
that certain person said certain words to ruin my reputation.
and those certain words weren't even true at all.
and hence certain people heard the words of this certain person.
I don't know if they believed it, but if they did, then they are certainly not geog/history students.
because they didn't get certain facts correct ._.
but anyway my conscience is clear.
so I will not be bothered by the words but will certainly be irritated if I ever hear those words again in front of certain people O.o


anyway I watched F1 yesterday.
throughout the whole race!
anyway it wasn't very entertaining luh cos Hamilton was leading all the way, except for that period when he was neck to neck with Alonso.
Some of them were like super wasted.
dropped from top 3 to like 9 or 10+ cos of penalty drive-thru.
if not I think the competition would have been more entertaining, to see Hamilton + Rosberg + Vettel fighting neck to neck.
watching the teams attend to the race car in like less than 10 seconds was entertaining too.

(4:39 PM)

NO TRIGO 3 CT!!!!! :D
but there's still a trigo 3 pop quiz.
lol.
today's physics remedial was ownage.
laughing gas diffused into the air of 3J.
the laughing gas inhaled went past our nasal cavity, down the pharynx, larynx, trachea, which branches out into bronchi, and branches out into bronchioles and ends with a cluster of air sacs.
there was a point in time when everyone in 3J was laughing like siao over some stuff.
then physics teacher was like, "the only composed one is hongwen."
and 3J went, "hahahahahahahahahah *burst out into peals of laughter for like 1 minute*"

anyway I'm like shocked at chem.
thought I would fail.
so when I saw my marks I was SHOCKED.
okay I know alot of people in my class got 20 or >20.
but I think 19 is not bad okay!
considering the fact that it's coming from me.
19 is a great accomplishment for me :D
and I finally got a sticker for a chem CT!
lol.
sounds so primary school-ish.

but duh of course I didn't tell certain people my certain marks cos certain people who got 19 were certainly complaining ._.
lol.
aiyah sorry luh no offence intended.

anyway I'm happy I didn't fail physics.
cos physics teacher said NO FAILURES.
ya even if I'm the one who got 10, I'll still be (:
at least I passed.
passed a subject that was out to kill me.
great achievement.

today was a great day for me.
and tomorrow will be better.

and I must take a step of faith and courage.
soon.
do not procrastinate girl.
fear gets us nowhere.
nowhere!

anyway today I was attempting to search on youtube for the title of a song I really liked by typing in one line of the lyrics.
I found it!
"Unbeautiful" by someone called lesley roy.
so well since I was on youtube, I thought why not just check out her other songs for fun.
and gosh her songs really rock.
totally own.
go listen!
they're so lyrical and musical.
haha.

(9:15 PM)

Today was a super refreshing day.
It started out kind of chui and all, but towards the afternoon it got better.
Cos I was refreshed.
shepherding with laura during lunch was really refreshing.
omg she's super observant! lol.
and impromptu shepherding with siyao was great too!
thank God for yall ((:
and thank God for EB2a too!
for making siyao and I feel the warmth of the cg today even though we're not in EB2a.
hey it rhymes.

anyway yesterday bio CT was super own can.
physics teacher came in during physics lesson with a stack of paper and said, "separate your tables."
then we were like, "what the?!!!!!! physics pop quiz? I didn't study can!"
then physics teacher said, "it's your bio CT."
and we were like, "what the?!!!!!!! not prepared! too sudden!"
so physics teacher gave us 10 minutes to revise.
and during that period of revision, I totally could not concentrate at all cos it was too sudden.
It was supposed to be after recess, and this shocking discovery got me O.o-ing at kimberly.
but anyway we had a longer recess since it also included bio period so...
blessing in disguise :DDD

sitting beside kimBLURly is so fun.
especially when wenting and shuqi are on my side to niao her :D
today wenting drew a picture of a 蟑螂 and named it kimberly.
and yesterday she was jinxed like for an hour?
how funny it was to see her sajiao-ing without speaking.
LOL.

physics remedial tomorrow!!!!
))):
and chem + physics remedial next week.
cos we are behind schedule. (say it in the ENDOthermic way)

why are they cramming everything?
why not just do away with the remaining topics and let us start revising for eoys?

there had better not be a trigo 3 CT next week.

(9:22 PM)

don't moan over the losses, but thank God for the gains,
because:
our gains > our losses

God + us > us > problems

yay linear inequalities.
lol.

(10:21 PM)

An inspirational text:
...........
...........
...........

God : Hello. Did you call me?

Me : Called you? No ... who is this?

God : This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat.

Me : I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something ...

God : What are you busy at? Ants are busy too.

Me : Don't know. But I can't find free time. Life has become hectic. It's rush hour all the time.

God : Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.

Me : I understand. But I still can't figure out. By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.

God : Well, I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some clarity. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the medium you are comfortable with.

Me : Tell me, why has life become complicated now?

God : Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated.

Me : Why are we then constantly unhappy?

God : Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday. You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit.That's why you are not happy.

Me : But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?

God : Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.

Me : But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty ...

God : Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.

Me : If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?

God : Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don't suffer. With that experience their life become better not bitter.

Me : You mean to say such experience is useful?

God : Yes. In every terms, Experience is a hard teacher. She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.

Me : But still, why should we go through such tests? Why cant we be free from problems?

God : Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons to Enhance Mental Strength.
Inner strength comes from struggle and endurance, not when you are free from problems.

Me : Frankly, in the midst of so many problems, we don't know where we are heading..

God : If you look outside you will not know where you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.

Me : Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction. What should I do?

God : Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you rode ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.

Me : In tough times, how do you stay motivated?

God : Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.

Me : What surprises you about people?

God : When they suffer they ask, "Why me?" When they prosper, they never ask "Why me". Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want to be on the side of the truth.

Me : Sometimes I ask, Who am I, Why am I here. I can't get the answer.

God : Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not a process of discovery but a process of creation.

Me : How can I get the best out of life?

God : Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.

Me : One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.

God : There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO.

Me : Thank you for this wonderful chat. I am so happy to start the New Day with a new sense of inspiration.

God : Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don't believe your doubts or doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve not a problem to resolve. Trust me : Life is wonderful if you know how to live.


Reprinted by StopTurnWalk Publications Pte Ltd
With permission from YingHui


1 Corinthains 13: 1-7






(9:14 PM)

"Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everyone has a private world
Where they can be alone
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me, and I'm reaching out for you
.......
I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humour
Everything is so tense and gloomier
I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature in the room
Just as soon as I walk in
It's like all eyes on me
So I try to avoid any eye contact
Cause if I do that then it opens a door to conversation
Like I want that...
I'm not looking for extra attention
I just want to be just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room
.......
Laugh at every single joke I crack
And half of them ain't even funny like that
Ahh Marshall, you're so funny man, you should be a comedian,
Unfortunately I am, but I just hide behind the tears of a clown "

-Beautiful (Eminem)


beautiful lyrics.
literally.
full of reality and not just some crap rap.
if you don't focus on the censored parts, you'll see the meaning.

Youtube: Beautiful - Eminem

(9:27 PM)

Today's service was...don't know how to say...刺心?
lol there is no such word kay.
the word cut through my heart like a double-edged sword.
lol.
一种无法描写的感觉.
aka 非笔墨所能形容的.
it's like so true.
that even though on the outside, everything seems futile, seems as if whatever effort you put in was all in vain.
all your labour, all your tears and sacrifices, all in vain.
seems as if no one sees it and no one appreciates it.
seems as if no one gives you even the slightest bit of affirmation, all you wanted was just a thank you.
seems as if people might think that you're slacking and all.
but God sees your efforts and will reward accordingly.

maybe people might think that I am a super lousy shepherd.
maybe people might think that as a C-La I am not doing much.
maybe people might think that I am throwing everything to sam.
But no matter what I have to be secure in God.
Cannot let what people think affect me.
(:
cannot.

a song that encourages me:


5 loaves and 2 fishes - Corrinne May

A little boy of thirteen
was on his way to school
He heard a crowd of people laughing
and he went to take a look
Thousands were listening
to the stories of one man
He spoke with such wisdom,
even the kids could understand

The hours passed so quickly
the day turned to night
Everyone was hungry
but there was no food in sight
The boy looked in his lunchbox
at the little that he had
He wasn't sure what good it'd do
there were thousands to be fed

But he saw the twinkling eyes of Jesus
the kindness in His smile
and the boy cried out
with the trust of a child
he said:

"Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
to feed them all"

I often think about that boy
when I'm feeling small
and I worry that the work I do
means nothing at all

But every single tear I cry
is a diamond in His hands
and every door that slams in my face
I will offer up in prayer

So I'll give you every breadth that I have
Oh Lord, you can work miracles
All that you need is my "Amen"

Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
I hope it's not too small

I trust in you
I trust in you

Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
no gift is too small





anyway sam had a nightmare a few nights ago.
and it happened in nexus auditorium.
well, nightmare in my terms but maybe not in her terms.
lol.
she said I gave her a shy face when I said (whatever I said in the dream).
eeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
shy face ._.
yuck.
why would I give a shy face if that was what I was saying.
eeks.
see luh now I keep on thinking about it ._.
please don't ever let it happen.
no way no way no way.
never!


and I bought a new pick today.
2 new picks in fact.
one black and one red :D
my favourite colours.
and cool colours.
cos I lost my grey one lol.

(9:20 PM)

had chem and physics CT this week.
prepared to fail physics.
maybe even chem.
I studied okay.
I put in alot of effort for these 2 tests.
more effort than for other chem and physics tests.
well nvm.
as long as I can live up to my conscience can already.
((:
and it was actually fun doing the practise equations luh, so...
ya.

can't believe I'm enjoying the proving questions in trigo 3.
like prove that sec x = blah blah blah.
quite fun actually lol.
anyways mooncake festival celebration tomorrow.
:D
mooncakes rock.
especially the D24 durian flavour.

(9:00 PM)

sometimes things are blessings in disguise.
this holiday I got struck with an illness called marvelous gastric flu ._.
well it did keep me away from doing stuff that I wanted to do, ruining my holiday schedule plans.
but at least it allowed me to pay back my sleep debt.
heard of oxygen debt?
well this is sleep debt.
and I think I have paid it already.
cos I had to sleep to get well asap.
O.o

(9:21 PM)

sometimes I just feel like screaming.
Just feel like retaliating.
when I'm being made a scapegoat.
but God said in the bible: in your anger do not sin.
but sometimes I really feel like shouting back.
I'm trying my best to be damn patient and all and tolerate people kicking up a fuss in front of me.
Tolerating people who shout at me just to vent their anger.
I'm like trying my best.
There's no need to shout at me when things go wrong right.
I'm trying to be patient so the other party should also do their part.
or else one day I might just blow up and start throwing things around.
anger breeds anger.

(8:49 PM)

Was chancing upon some really inspiring stuff online.
credits to Inspirational Archive
many more uber cool stories found there.
just posting a few favourites here.


Leaders vs. Followers

{
When leaders make a mistake, they say, "I was wrong."
When followers make mistakes, they say, "It wasn't my fault."

A leader works harder than a follower and has more time;
a follower is always "too busy" to do what is necessary.

A leader goes through a problem;
a follower goes around it and never gets past it.

A leader makes and keeps commitments;
a follower makes and forgets promises.

A leader says, "I'm good, but not as good as I ought to be;"
a follower says, "I'm not as bad as a lot of other people."

Leaders listen;
followers just wait until it's their turn to talk.

Leaders respect those who are superior to them and tries to learn something from them;
followers resent those who are superior to them and try to find chinks in their armor.

Leaders feel responsible for more than their job;
followers say, "I only work here."

A leader says, "There ought to be a better way to do this;"
followers say, "That's the way it's always been done here."
}


Paid In Full

"A young man was getting ready to graduate from college. For many months he had admired a beautiful sports car in a dealer's showroom, and knowing his father could well afford it, he told him that was all he wanted.

As Graduation Day approached, the young man awaited signs that his father had purchased the car. Finally, on the morning of his graduation, his father called him into his private study. His father told him how proud he was to have such a fine son, and told him how much he loved him. He handed his son a beautifully wrapped gift box.

Curious, and somewhat disappointed, the young man opened the box and found a lovely, leather-bound Bible, with the young man's name embossed in gold. Angry, he rose his voice to his father and said "with all your money, you give me a Bible?" and stormed out of the house.

Many years passed and the young man was very successful in business. He had a beautiful home and wonderful family, but realized his father was very old, and thought perhaps he should go to him. He had not seen him since that graduation day. Before he could make arrangements, he received a telegram telling him his father had passed away, and willed all of his possessions to his son. He needed to come home immediately and take care of things.

When he arrived at his father's house, a sudden feeling of sadness and regret filled his heart. He began to search through his father's important papers and saw the still gift-wrapped Bible, just as he had left it years ago. With tears, he opened the Bible and began to turn the pages. His father had carefully underlined a verse, Matt.7:11, "And if ye, being evil, know how to give good gifts to your children,how much more shall your Heavenly Father which is in Heaven, give to those who ask Him?"

As he read those words, a car key dropped from the back of the Bible. It had a tag with the dealer's name, the same dealer who had the sports car he had desired. On the tag was the date of his graduation, and the words PAID IN FULL.

How many times do we miss God's blessings because we can't see past our own desires?"

The Stone Cutter

[There was once a stone cutter who was dissatisfied with himself and with his position in life.

One day he passed a wealthy merchant's house. Through the open gateway, he saw many fine possessions and important visitors. "How powerful that merchant must be!" thought the stone cutter. He became very envious and wished that he could be like the merchant.

To his great surprise, he suddenly became the merchant, enjoying more luxuries and power than he had ever imagined, but envied and detested by those less wealthy than himself. Soon a high official passed by, carried in a sedan chair, accompanied by attendants and escorted by soldiers beating gongs. Everyone, no matter how wealthy, had to bow low before the procession. "How powerful that official is!" he thought. "I wish that I could be a high official!"

Then he became the high official, carried everywhere in his embroidered sedan chair, feared and hated by the people all around. It was a hot summer day, so the official felt very uncomfortable in the sticky sedan chair. He looked up at the sun. It shone proudly in the sky, unaffected by his presence. "How powerful the sun is!" he thought. "I wish that I could be the sun!"

Then he became the sun, shining fiercely down on everyone, scorching the fields, cursed by the farmers and laborers. But a huge black cloud moved between him and the earth, so that his light could no longer shine on everything below. "How powerful that storm cloud is!" he thought. "I wish that I could be a cloud!"

Then he became the cloud, flooding the fields and villages, shouted at by everyone. But soon he found that he was being pushed away by some great force, and realized that it was the wind. "How powerful it is!" he thought. "I wish that I could be the wind!"

Then he became the wind, blowing tiles off the roofs of houses, uprooting trees, feared and hated by all below him. But after a while, he ran up against something that would not move, no matter how forcefully he blew against it - a huge, towering rock. "How powerful that rock is!" he thought. "I wish that I could be a rock!"

Then he became the rock, more powerful than anything else on earth. But as he stood there, he heard the sound of a hammer pounding a chisel into the hard surface, and felt himself being changed. "What could be more powerful than I, the rock?" he thought.

He looked down and saw far below him the figure of a stone cutter.]

(8:51 PM)

My mum showed me an article on Straits Times today about diarrhea cases in Singapore going up by 50% O.o
Apparently now my godmum has gotten the illness too.
but I'm kind of okay now.
just that I feel bloated.
oh gosh, I remember my junior had it too.
on the same day as me :/
but our only method of contact was through sms-ing lol.
she was like "Hi Cherisse I don't think I can go for tent pitching cos my stomach's really bloated, I can force myself to walk, but running..."
Then I was like "Hi I'm sick too and I have 2 days mc so I can't go either D:"
and we were exchanging get-well-soons.

having chem remedial tomorrow and then LA roleplay presentation rehearsal.
Yes, our group is not done with LA roleplay.
cos we had 3/5 BSP people going for some symposium on friday.
wonder why we were not made to stay back after school to finish up the presentation?
Cos we have a one-of-a-kind LA teacher O.o

anyways thanks for all the get-well-soons from people around me thanks for your concern (:
hope I don't throw up during chem tomorrow.
(too much intake for my body brain)
if you get what I mean.

touch wood.

(7:44 PM)

sick on a holiday haiz.
at least better than being sick on school days.
you'll miss out on all the fun in school.
and when you come back it seems as if you've missed out ALOT.
gastric flu and fever ._.
2 days mc which means I can't go for tent pitching course on thurs ):

pics specially for xintian who wants to know how my dogs look like lol.

Ecco.





Fuji.






hahaha xintian see I posted it just for you :D


anyway some pics from yesterday's mug date with sherly.








anyway, here's the joke of the century.


beautiful marks.
ownage.
yeah it belongs to me O.o
so I must work harder for eoys!
:D

(10:13 AM)

had mug date with sherly at bugis today.
hahaha something interesting happened.
I felt like a hero today :D
some guys were trying to flirt with sherly (in front of their gfs!) while she was waiting for me at kfc, and she was crying for help on sms.
so I went into kfc and grabbed sherly's bag out.
Then both of us went away and they just stared on O.o
then I was lecturing sherly about protecting herself and being conservative blah blah blah lol.
sherly! who asked you to wear until like that!
hahaha.

so we went to bras basah macs.
then sherly's stalker friend called her.
I picked up the phone and sternly told him that I was sherly's mum and that sherly was in the toilet.
then sherly told me that her mum was overseas and that he knew it O.o
so she called him up to clear things up lol.
joke sia.

anyway we also talked alot about our dark past.
lol.
It reminded me of all the stupid things that happened to me.
especially during last year ._.
funny how God had changed us.

thank God for this mug date.
make full use of my afternoon.

(9:02 PM)

yesterday we had jihe whole day.
quite a fun and fulfilling day.
during Camp D when p6 was building patrol flag, I thought that they didn't bring down their pegs cos they gave me the shocked look.
lol oops I'm blind luh :/

was quite proud of them for OJ, 3rd place!(:
wasn't with them for outdoor cooking cos I had to prepare OJ station.
Was minesweeper station master with cryst and sherlyn for OJ, and I could hear p6 cheering at the red tile area super loudly :D
oh btw when we were tying the minesweeper, I heard tabitha shouting at her year2s (they call it std 2s), and then cryst and I O.o-ed at each other.
my sheep there leh!
lol.
but didn't see her luh.
too busy tying minesweeper.
felt so tempted to climb and play on the minesweeper, but didn't luh lol.

well there are areas of improvement for the juniors, but yall are improving so jiayous(:

anyway my arm muscles ache like crazy.
worse than when I pump-ed 40 during that monday morning patrol activity.
but it was worth it(:
after jihe, I was smsing zhenling about p6's performance :D

anyway my juniors are enthu lol.

AMANDA (: says:
got see before
AMANDA (: says:
nvr do before

it's all over. says:
i did like less than half o.o
it's all over. says:
aww.

AMANDA (: says:
eh. lol better than me i still haven do yet.

a one of a kind holiday O.o says:
hahaha hmm maybe we can do minesweeper for patrol activity some time

it's all over. says:
yay(: do sheng qiao ;D ;D

AMANDA (: says:
yay! i want also

a one of a kind holiday O.o says:
oooo yall want learn shengqiao ah?

AMANDA (: says:
i want do fireman ladder

a one of a kind holiday O.o says:
very fun de!

it's all over. says:
fireman ladder!
it's all over. says:
yeah yeahh!

AMANDA (: says:
YES. i want
AMANDA (: says:
:D

a one of a kind holiday O.o says:
yall nvr do before meh?
a one of a kind holiday O.o says:
tht time yr4s plan for us

AMANDA (: says:
i wanna do again
AMANDA (: says:
:D

it's all over. says:
a few times only

AMANDA (: says:
LOL.

it's all over. says:
lols.

a one of a kind holiday O.o says:
oooo okays

it's all over. says:
haha










metamorphosis! :D :D :D :D
and mug date with sherly tomorrow!
guess where we are going before that?
To the old ghim moh campus.
Just to see the state of our old school.
Makes me feel so old :/

(3:22 PM)

Today I made a new friend.
she told me her name is Unvalued.

{
Me: Hi there you look troubled. What's your name?

Unvalued: Unvalued.

Me: Why such a name?

Unvalued: Cos I'm just unvalued.

Me: What do you mean?

Unvalued: well you see. I'm unvalued. In everything I do.

Me: Please elaborate.

Unvalued: I put in effort, I do my best, but no one cares about it, and they even think that I am slacking. I feel cheated, it's like all I wanted is just a Thank You, not like I want some freaking long essay of gratitude what ._. And not only do I not get a thankyou for anything I do, I am even being scolded ._. everyone I help is just so critical. They need help, I help them, and they think that my help is not good enough. They always focus on all my bad points, never talking about my good points.

Me: Well I think that all of us have good points and bad points. There is no one on this earth who is totally good or totally bad. If you can't find at least 1 good point and 1 bad point in a person, then you don't know him/her at all.

Unvalued: yeah true. but the thing is that I put in just as much effort as the people around me, but everyone else gets affirmation. Except me. Is the world against me or what? Or is it God who is against me?

Me:......... and why does everything you say sound uncannily like my life O.o
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(9:56 PM)

I am exceedingly happy.
Cos no more tests for this term!!!!!!
Talk about short-lived happiness.
lol.
eh, EOYs in 40+ days luh lameo.
haiya.

anyway my math trigo 2 pop quiz.
shock sia.
didn't expect that.
7/10.
the rare times when my math can get A leh, must clap!
LOL.
was expecting like 3/10 or 4/10 cos I practically wrote rubbish throughout the whole 15minutes.
spent so long on that graph.

Anyway teasing Crystabelle is so fun.
I can not only practise my chinese oral, I can also be qian bian.
qian bian = creativity.
don't you think so hmm?
agreed right!
qian bian people are creative people cos they can make their stand evident through many means of expressions.
so if you want to hone your creativity, learn how to be qian bian :D
then it'll be 一举两得.
although certain individuals (e.g the one called cryst) refuse to appreciate the art of qian bian-ing, just be true to yourself.
a bonus would be to make the blood of these individuals boil and vapourise into the atmosphere so that other more artistic individuals can inhale some iron, which would be benefitial to our own blood.
well as you can see, the latent heat of vapourisation of their blood is in fact not a very significant value.

(8:58 PM)

had LA timed essay test today.
Was crapping throughout the whole essay.
stupid sheena sitting next to me wrote like super fast, could hear the sound of her scribbling pen O.o
haha but managed to finish before the last 15 minutes bah so quite okay.
but don't think I'll score for this cos I think my points abit irrelevant.
aiyah who cares "what's done is done." as quoted from Macbeth.

got maths trigo 2 CT and bio quiz tomorrow.
september holidays are like just next week but why am I not feeling anything?
not feeling any burst of forward-looking.
perhaps I have totally forgotten about the existence of september holidays O.o
time flies can.
it's EOYs.
again.
seemed so yesterday when it was dec 2008.
this year passed like super fast can.
just this year.

(9:32 PM)