The Ancients.
this whole week I've been feeling super duper chui.
everything's been going down the sine curve.
look at my results.
I didn't fail terribly or what, but the thing is it's like one of the lowest in class.
you know that feeling when everyone is like super high and they get all excited in front of you.
At least failing with like 10 other people is better than being the only one who got 50% when the rest got like 70% and above ._.
Physics: 9/20
Bio: 16/30
those 2 were like my A+ subjects for sem 1.
probably the main problem was that I was not calm enough during the test.
I was super kan chiong.
for maths also.
cannot be like that anymore.
geog test and hcl yu wen ce yan next week ._.
ALOT of slides for geog.
and guess what.
this extra yu wen ce yan.
is only for a few classes.
and out of the few classes, we are the only class taking geog ._."
and aiyah I've been super buey song this week.
maybe cos of the I-don't-feel-valued feeling.
no one sees my efforts at all.
for anything.
in fact they even misunderstand.
eh why do I keep thinking negative ah?
maybe it's cos of all the emotions clogging up my mind.
went for combined service yesterday and was totally refreshed.
reminded at how to look at problems through the lens of faith.
and how to match them with deeds of faith.
Thank God for the refreshing service yesterday.
shall think more about it.
think positive but not impractical.
be a mod sin
ax graph, where
a is a positive real number.
even though there are ups and downs, but it'll not be negative.
jiayou!
(9:35 AM)
