The Ancients.
There are times when I recall the past and wish to relive those times again.
Go back to the days when all I cared about was studies and how to level up as fast as possible in maple.
Back to when everything was so simple.
Not that I'm very complicated now lol.
Just less simpler than before.
Was talking to jess just now and was reminded of all those times in the old mount sinai campus, when cg venues were like at any random place we can find?
canteen. eds room. grandstand. even that bench outside container classroom.
eating popiah and walking to buona vista station together after cg.
that time when all I needed to do for cg was like maybe games or food?
well I knew that someday I had to do THIS, but at that time, my 'someday' was like at least 2-3 years later?
but God's plan was not my plan lol.
never knew it'd be in a year, so many things have changed.
compare august 2008 and 2009, totally different.
well jess and I agree that we have somehow lost our child-like faith.
the simpler things haha.
back when shepherding with leow was all about faith, commitment, etc.
now shepherdings with leow will never miss out the very important C-word and S-word.
Courage. Step out.
sometimes I wonder where would I be, what I'd be doing if not for all my chosen paths in life.
But behind those choices, there are reasons.
Many people believe that one's destiny is decided by God, however I believe that He has given each and every one of us a free will of choice to lead our life.
The road less travelled?
As jess said, true joy and true sorrow.
I totally agree with that mann.
So I must focus on the true joy rather than the true sorrow(:
though sometimes it's inevitable.
not like I'm always 100% positive all the time right.
We're transition elements, not postively charged metals.
Cos if we were postively charged metals, there'd be no such thing as emo and sadness.
lol too much chem liao.
just that our emotions shouldn't affect us too much.
cry and emo for an hour, but spend the next hour planning how to pick yourself up(:
(9:01 PM)
